it's funny because it's true

if i had a dollar for every time someone asked me 'why are you so hard on yourself?', i'd probably add up all of my money and worry that i could have more.

i have a problem

in that i consistently have nightmares.

this morning i had an emotional nightmare - which means that instead of being killed by undead intruders, i was betrayed by a loved one - and as a result i've been in a funk all day.

food with lots of garlic helps.

looking through paint swatches helps.

my dog's face helps.

living the day and realizing that things are most likely ok outside of my subconscious helps.

you may be prettier

but i'm more of a mad fucking mess.

burn it

The tallgrass prairie is an ecosystem native to central North America, with fire as its primary periodic disturbance. In the past, tallgrass prairies covered a large portion of the American Midwest, just east of the Great Plains, and portions of the Canadian Prairies. They flourished in areas with rich loess soils and moderate rainfall of around 30 to 35 inches (760 to 890 mm) per year. To the east were the fire-maintained eastern savannas. In the northeast, where fire was infrequent and periodic windthrow represented the main source of disturbance, beech-maple forests dominated. Shortgrass prairie was typical in the western Great Plains, where rainfall is less frequent and soils are less fertile. (.)

lollipop kid

i am angry. but i am also melodic and better at turning a phrase than you are.